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Life in KMS....
It's killing me...muahahahahaha
truly.
Cheers
- Where am I?:koop
- Mood:
melancholy
Miahahaha...as I promised. Ill be moving my main posts in another blog.
Welcome to my new blog.
Quill an Ink
Welcome to my new blog.
Quill an Ink
- Where am I?:Mayas room
- Mood:
jubilant
I know it happened. I accept it as a fact of life but do not expect me to go on as if it is a festering wound that needs to be reminded about and be cleansed. For me...you cut me, I''ll have a scar that reminds me of it because i sewed it together as soon as I received it and not allow it to fester. You might think I'm wrong...so be it. Once I put any case to rest.
Shut it.
Don't remind me.
And don't drag me along for any Q & A session when the wound is still raw.
FIN
- Where am I?:Koop
- Mood:
enraged
Let's just say pretending I don't exist is not his reaction...avoiding as much as possible seems to be the thing. Really... the first semester I avoided even passing next to him much less talk to him. I'm very muddled and puzzled but curious too...
I don't know if its better to keep a secret about liking your crush but from my two experiences...Telling would be excruciating...
Haha.
Cheers.
- Where am I?:Koop
- Mood:
embarrassed
- Where am I?:Home
- Mood:
blah
Well...well..well. Isn't this fun. Wish they had a R.E.A.D in Malaysia day... I'd be more than thrilled to be among the celebrating mass. Muahahaha. Right.
I'd say reading has been my life long love affair. I have thick enough glass lenses to testify my insatiable need no read. Rain or shine, light or dark, day or night. So far...I'd say the number of book's I've read would be around, uh, 100 or just about. It's a small number, eh? Well, it should be considering that most of the books I've read means I've bought them. And most of the books cost around RM25 and more. So...I'd have invested about nearly RM3000++ to my voracious appetite for books. Yikes...
What am I reading now? Ah, well, lets see, I've bought...
There's Sophie Kinsella's The Undomestic Goddess, Melissa de la Cruz's Masquerade: Blue Bloods, Mary Balogh's The Ideal Wife, Meg Cabot's Victoria and the Rouge and ah, of course, my favourite author Angie Sage's Queste. Ah...I'll finish these in half a week...
Currently I'm reading The Undomestic Goddess. It's an interesting idea and I expect to get a few or more laughs out of this book and well...you get the idea.
So what am I recommending? If you don't like to read...catch a movie if you must or watch a play. I, for one, think that reading books helps you imagine things. Bad or good, grotesque or beautiful, it's all up to our own perceptions. No two books appeal to the same person... Why, you could even guess what sort of person someone is from the books he or she reads...
I love magic and the occult, vampire and all things immortal, Victorian era stories are just lovely not to mention out of this world quirkyness. Add a dash of romance or maybe even a whole bottle of it and I'm hooked. What do you make of that?
Cheers.
- Where am I?:Home
- Mood: rejuvenated
- Humming to...:Here in my Home - Malaysian Artistes
A booty eh? Let's see. I be willin' to walk the plank for anything that glitters, mate. But not all that glitters is gold, eh?
- Where am I?:koop
- Mood:
pirate-like - Humming to...:Pirate's life for me
Let's start this off with an account of the mid semester exams last week. IT PURELY SUCKED!!! Honestly. So...as you can see that would be me on a Friday morning right off the bat after Agama exam and also terribly sleepy because I had to finish my sociology paper the night before...and i had no sleep yet. So i was technically awake for about 36 hour in this picture.
The reason why pictures were taken after the exams was...because we had no pictures of us. I mean, a full 13 people, TESL class, 11 girls, 2 boys picture. Not even ONE. So...these are the outcomes.
The reason why pictures were taken after the exams was...because we had no pictures of us. I mean, a full 13 people, TESL class, 11 girls, 2 boys picture. Not even ONE. So...these are the outcomes.
So, after a nice day of taking pictures...I had the opportunity to reveal my culinary...err, make that cooking skills, by whipping up some nice batch of custard sauce pudding with Misya. Yeah...I love making deserts. So...more pictures....miahaha.
me cooking the custard...
It's steaming hot..
It's finished..miahahaha
So...ends my current story. See ya till next time.
Cheers.
- Where am I?:Koop
- Mood: good
Okay...as Wankhai cleverly put it in his beautiful blog...we are conspirators for destroying the ear drums of TESLian Batch 8 class...excluding present company (in picture). Actually truth to be told, I was fighting with Lokman over what Raya songs to put on... Lokman was like...errr....70's songs. HELP MY EAR DRUMS!!! All right, my mum loves them too but not to Lokman's extent. Grrr...
This crazy event happened yesterday...and all right...I know people think weird things about me and Lokman but hear me, hear me... we have nothing to do with each other except the fact that I am his classmate albeit the only one who has a penchant for acting like the rest of the class's little sister 90% of the times. Hey...I only know how to be a kid sister...is that so damn strange???
So...the main story is that Lokman was putting on 70's songs and loving the cringe on the rest of the classes face while I was next to him getting annoyed and trying with all my ability to change the Raya songs to...at least 90's songs. haha...
Fin.
- Where am I?:Koop
- Mood:
bouncy
Honestly...when I saw this Writer's Block in LJ, my eyebrows raised right up to my hairline. Oh, okay. LJ actually acknowledges Ramadan.
Ah...ok.
All right.
Fine.
Still getting over the shock.
All right...to answer... I celebrate this month, of course, by fasting. This year I'll be fasting for 3 weeks in college and 1 week at home. It's extremely fun having iftar with my friends, and sahur...it's even more fun to fast together for three weeks. Going to classes from morning until afternoon, I assure you, takes a heavy toll on my skinny-skin-skin body. The last time I fasted that long while going to school (boarding school) I fainted dead away from dehydration...haha. Nuts. So since I have that crazy experience under my belt I'm making sure that I drink enough water for sahur.
Initially, I live in a Muslim country and the people around me would be Muslims too. I could say that it feels blissful fasting alongside my sisters and brothers. oh, there are other people who practice other religions but since Islam is largely practiced here...you can see the difference between those who are practising different religions during this month. At any time of the hour you can hear someone reciting the Koran. Maghrib, Isya' and tarawikh prayers here is usually seen done in jamaah. If it's the weekends we girls usually pray in jamaah for at least 3 out of 5 prayer times. Basically, we are trying to increase our ibadah for this month of blessings. Wheee.
A tradition in my country is the 'balik kampung' affair. It basically means that those who have travelled away from their hometown would come back around the last week of Ramadan to celebrate Eid-ul-Fitr with family - And I mean family - from first cousins to aunts to second cousins all congregate to one home (usually the eldest in the family branch - parents/ grandparents/ great-grandparents/ eldest sibling) to celebrate. Well, friends are invited but of course, family first. The tradition of celebrating Eid-ul-fitr is what caused my nasty pre-occupation for buying bus tickets to go back home. The tickets are SOLD OUT....am I to be stranded here in college? Well...to be continued.
All in all...i hope this month of blessings would be a blessing for me, my firends and all the Muslims out there.... Happy Fasting.
Cheers
- Where am I?:koop
- Mood: cheerful
Arashi- Love So Sweet
Romaji Kagayaita no wa kagami demo taiyou demo nakute kimi da to kizuita toki kara English Ever since I realised that what was shining wasn’t the mirror and it wasn’t the sun – it was you No matter how tough the night, even if you're about to give up on your promise Smile more, my final lady, this love is sure to softly reach you There’s no night that won’t give way to the dawn, love so sweet This love I can’t tell you about Becomes flowers that rain down on the town No matter where I am, I feel you here Memory, I’ll never, ever forget this sky, even if we’re apart There’ll never again be a season when I meet someone I love so much Shine brighter, my greatest lady, this love is sure to softly reach you Believing is everything There’s no night that won’t give way to the dawn Believing is everything, love so sweet |
Addicted to this song suddenly...haahaha. Go figure.
- Where am I?:Koop
- Mood: cheerful
- Humming to...:Love So sweet - Arashi
Am I vain or am I vain???
So...other than that...there would be me trying to play the guitar by looking at visual helpers...my first mission to play Hey There Delilah - Plain White T's . Go Youtube!!!
Seriously...I need help. What else...what else. Read the rest of the novel I'm supposed to read...bleargh, Mayor. Description, it seems, is Hardy's forte. Even i loose out on him. Whooo...Well...let's see my duty is to study for mid-semester exams...for they are coming next week...Yikes.
If you anyone think that I was clever enough to pull off a good result without work...well, that is a compliment of my mental capacity I suppose. Or it could be an insult. However, it may be...I accept.
I'm bored...bored...bored...weekends here I come.
- Where am I?:koop
- Mood: energetic
- Humming to...:Hey there Delilah - Plain white t's
What Jessnor Ezrin Means |
 You are fair, honest, and logical. You are a natural leader, and people respect you. You never give up, and you will succeed... even if it takes you a hundred tries. You are rational enough to see every part of a problem. You are great at giving other people advice. You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone. You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together. At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together. You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong. You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know. You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do. You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people. You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts. You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals. You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life. You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you. At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself. You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something. You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense. You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun. You are incredibly wise and perceptive. You have a lot of life experience. You are a natural peacemaker, and you are especially good at helping others get along. But keeping the peace in your own life is not easy. You see things very differently, and it's hard to get you to budge. You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing. You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long. You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start. |
I love doing interesting Blogthings sometimes and this is one of them. Really...how do these people create these weird quizzes. Anyway, I admit 90%of the things said above are true about me. And if you, my friends, see the above statements as true well...I can't deny that now can I. haha. Enjoy
Cheers.
Cheers.
- Where am I?:Dobi...
- Mood: hungry
- Humming to...:The washing machine turning...
I was reluctant to let go of the safety of the wall for the first hour...and when I finally let go...that was when the problem starts. I was black and blue the next day. Believe me...
However, I met up with Dinee that day. My classmates just went beserk!
"He's so HANDSOME!"
Uhh...excuse me but are we talking about the same Dinee here? I've never thought him handsome so when someone says he's handsome I have a hard time accepting the fact. He's my classmate and good friend...that's it. I don't care if he's handsome or if he can melt the hearts of my classmates...I guess I'm just immune to his handsome-ness. Haha
We went back around 9-10pm. Gad...the bus was full...the Komuter was packed and we were inside like a group of tinned sardines. Whew...I'm going into details but...errr....imagine yourself compressed against 5 bodies at once around you. Grrr...
The good thing was we stepped off the train just in time to see the fireworks show. Woohoo...it was so damned lovely.
Till next time.
Cheers.
- Where am I?:Koop
- Mood: high
- Humming to...:True - Ryan Cabrera
After Lunch
Catching Forty Winks before the Ceremony
The Day before the Ceremony...with my friend Maya
The Day before the Ceremony...that would be me in the centre trying to play the guitar
All in all...it was a fun and interesting ceremony. I'm going to miss my seniors...*sniff*.
Cheers.
Catching Forty Winks before the Ceremony
The Day before the Ceremony...with my friend Maya
The Day before the Ceremony...that would be me in the centre trying to play the guitar
All in all...it was a fun and interesting ceremony. I'm going to miss my seniors...*sniff*.
Cheers.
- Where am I?:Koop
- Mood: amused
- Humming to...:Richard Marx - Right Here Waiting for You
aSome people have been asking why do I have a black rose as the background for this bleeding blog. Well...a Black rose initially means "You are my obsession" which technically says... this blog and its like is my obsession. I've always known the meanings of roses in the palm of my hand so every time I see my friends getting roses for graduation day...I just want to laugh if the rose were to be white. Haha.
So...what triggered my obsession with flowers? Well...if any of you dear readers happen to trot along to fictionpress.com and look up Miss Danielle Night's story "Petals" you can see why I just simply love the art of giving flowers. I guess you would have to be a real scholar of flowers to hold conversations by just giving flowers like these two characters in "Petals" but I have this little list of flower meanings courtesy of flowers-for-you.com.my. So I hope you would fall in love with flowers as I have too.
Here are some of my favourites:
Almond flowers -- Hope
Anemone -- Forsaken
Bell flower, white -- Gratitude
Bergamot -- Irresistible
Bluebell -- Constancy
Borage -- Courage
Carnation, pink -- I'll never forget you
Carnation, red -- My poor heart aches for you
Carnation, striped -- Refusal
China rose -- Beauty always new
Chrysanthemum -- Love
Clover, four leaved -- "Be mine"
Coreopsis -- Love at first sight
Cuckoo pint -- Ardor
Daffodil -- Regard
Daisy -- Innocence, new-born, "I share your sentiment"
Forget-Me-Not -- True love
Furze or Gorse -- Enduring affection
French Marigold -- Jealousy
Gardenia -- Ecstasy
Gentian -- Loveliness
Geranium -- "You are childish"
Hare bell -- Grief
Heartsease -- "I am always thinking of you"
Hyacinth -- I am sorry, Please forgive me
Ice Plant -- "Your appearance freezes me"
Ivy -- Fidelity, friendship, marriage
Jasmine -- Grace
Jonquil -- "I hope for return of affection"
Lavender -- Luck, devotion
Lemon Balm -- Sympathy
Lilac -- First love
Lily -- Purity, modesty
Lily of the Valley -- Purity, the return of happiness
Lily, Calla -- Beauty
Marigold -- Health, grief or despair
Marjoram -- Kindness, courtesy
Pansy -- Loving thoughts
Periwinkle -- Happy memory
Phlox -- Agreement
Poppy, red -- Consolation
Primrose -- I can't live without you
Rosemary -- Remembrance, constancy
Rue -- Contrition
Sage -- Gratitude, domestic virtue
Snowdrop -- Hope
Tulip, red -- My perfect lover, Reclamation of love
Violet -- Loyalty, modesty, humility
Violet, blue -- Faithfulness
Wormwood -- Grief
Wheat -- Riches of the continuation of life
Willow, weeping -- Mourning
Wallflower -- Fidelity
Yew -- Sorrow
The Humble Rose
Rose, Black � You are my obsession
Rose, Champagne � You are tender and loving
Rose, Leonidas � Sweet love
Rose, Nicole � You are graceful and elegant, aristocratic
Rose, Orange � You are my secret love
Rose, Pink � Brilliant complexion; the glow of your smile; perfect happiness
Rose, Red � Passionate love; I love you
Rose, Single Stems � Simplicity
Rose, White � I am worthy of you; spiritual love; Innocence and Purity; Secrecy and Silence
Rose, White and Red � We are inseparable
Rose, White and Red Mixed � Unity; Flower emblem of England
Rose, White, Dried � Death is preferable to loss of virtue
Rose, Yellow � Friendship; Jealousy; I am not worthy
Rose, Bridal � Happy Love
Rose, Dark Crimson � Mourning
Rose, Hibiscus � Delicate beauty
Rose, Tea � I'll remember always
Rose, Thornless � Love at first sight
Roses, Bouquet of Mature Blooms � Gratitude
The Number of Roses
Single bloom red Rose � Love at first sight or I still love you
Single Rose, any color � Gratitude or simplicity
2 Roses � Mutual feelings
3 Roses � I love you
7 Roses � I�m infatuated with you
9 Roses � We�ll be together forever
10 Roses � You are perfect
11 Roses � You are my treasured one
12 Roses � Be mine
13 Roses � Friends forever
15 Roses � I'm truly sorry
20 Roses � I'm truly sincere towards you
21 Roses � I'm dedicated to you
24 Roses � Forever yours
25 Roses � Congratulations
36 Roses � My heart will always be with you
50 Roses � Unconditional love
99 Roses � I will love you all the days of my life
108 Roses � Will you marry me?
999 Roses � I love you till the end of time
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I confess...I'm a romantic in every sense of the word. Haha.
Cheers
- Where am I?:Maya's room
- Mood: giggly
- Humming to...:Faraway - Nickelback
What did I buy...let's see...
- The Dream thief by Shana Abe
- Affair by Amanda Quick
- Breaking Dawn by Stephenie Meyer
It always boils down to reality versus fantasy....haha.
So...'m gonna immerse myself into these three. so expect me bck in...umm...2 days tops.
cheers.
- Where am I?:Home
- Mood: determined
- Humming to...:Collide - Howie Day
I didn't sing much but when Aerosmith's 'I Don't Want to Miss a Thing' was on...now that's when I belted my heart out. Some thing about that song just sings through me. My voice is pretty suited for it too. Haha... Sorry Q. That song maybe your favourite but I like it better.
Sorry for the short post...but nothing much happened except we went to a Mamak restaurant and ate to our heart's content after finishing the karaoke session.
Cheers
- Where am I?:Maya's room
- Mood: energetic
How would you feel if your crush sang your current favourite song? Well...he may not be mine but heck, any girl would melt if someone who they like sang that. Okay...it was a show put on for the benefit of the crowd. Okay...I was only a part of the crowd. Okay...he did not even glanced through the crowd. But a girl can dream can't she?
Hehe....again on that day I dolled up for my class's Musical 'The King and I'. Again...I was the narrator. But I like doing stuff like this because these times are the only excuse for me to doll up like a lil' lady. I usually go around with absolutely no make-up and even less care for my clothes. It's not that I don't want to be pretty but...let's see...time constraints forces me to not care much about my appearance. So these small opportunities to doll up are heavenly for me. Woohoo.
My goodness...remembering that particular guy is just simply distracting but nice in some ways. Haha. All right...enough said...
FIN
- Where am I?:Hall
- Mood: excited
- Humming to...:I'm Yours - Jason Mraz
I haven't finished repaying for last years missed fast yet. Three...I mean...three measly days and I haven't finished them? Waaa...I've been incredibly lazy this year. Then again I seem to have gotten lazier in college. Wonder why? Anyway...it's been such a long trip for me. What trip/journey you ask? A-levels...of course. My goodness. I have never felt so stressed out in my life. I take things easy and when things get...err...hectic...I get frazzled. So...here's my favourite Vlog by Baba Ali about Ramadhan.
For those who do not know. what Ramadhan is... it's the time of year for us Muslims to fast (refrain from eating and drinking and doing this that could break the fast) from dawn to dusk. It's the best time of year because...you don't have to care about buying too much food! Muahahaha...
Here goes...by Mr. Baba Ali - Ramadhan Reruns
Cheers
- Where am I?:Maya's room
- Mood:
thoughtful
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